Are you happy? If you have the willingness and you have the desire to do what it takes to bring constant joy in to your perhaps drab existence, I can tell you a way. It is not religion, it is not a healing retreat, you don't have to go up a mountain and wait for an eclipse or a full moon, you don't have to do a triple bonanza weight-loss toxic cleanse or a body-part enhancement, you don't have to lay prostrate on the floor praying to your Almighty to come and deliver you although that will work in certain circumstances. It isn't drugs or booze.